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[fehus]

❝...............Is it -- ❞
DIALTONE.

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[fehus]

it was you, not the teen imPorts, who was the dumpster fire all along.

i'll try to say the right stuff. i don't really get why you and everyone else think alex and i have our shit so together, honestly.

[h2no]

you two are good actors? i don't know

i thought i was but i found out i'm not in pretty much the worst way possible

[fehus]

you told me you almost started an apocalypse in our first or second conversation

how the fuck did you literally ever have that impression dude

[h2no]

okay that
is just something i tell people when we get friendly because i feel like that's the sort of thing they should know?
also did* start an apocalypse

[fehus]

it's the thing that fucked you up most. and you start with it. i dunno, i think that's kind of brave, even though i know that's not what it is for you.

[h2no]

i just think it's honest
would you have been mad if i didn't tell you eventually and you found out from someone else?
if i was you i probably would've been tilted

[fehus]

i don't know. who cares about that? it's not about me. you didn't owe me anything.

[h2no]

i thought the point of what i did was that i owe a lot of people a lot of things

[fehus]

back home, maybe. it wasn't my worlds you put in danger.

[h2no]

well no but
the only reason i didnt continue doing what i was doing when i first arrived was becuase i figured 1. it was stupid as fuck and 2. i owe it to people to do the right thing when i have the clarity to know it actually IS the right thing and not just what i THINK is the right thing

[fehus]

you owe it to yourself before anyone else, archie.

[h2no]

why?

[he still doesn't really... get that there's more to his life post almost-world-ending.]

[fehus]

don't you want to be a person you like? that you can be proud of?

[h2no]

i'm not a person

[hmm no too early for that shit]

i'll be that when i can repay what i owe
i really thought what i was doing would help... now that i have the clarity to know that what i'm doing is ACTUALLY the right thing, i'm trying to take advantage of it
in case something happens with the porter or just with me
and i loose it again

[fehus]

if you only focus on what you can do for other people and not who you are, i think that's an easy way to get mixed up.

[h2no]

the apocalypse thing wasn't the only big mistake i've made
i don't know
it's been over half a year and i'm still trying to figure out where i need to start

[fehus]

you'll figure it out.

[h2no]

i hope so
sorry again i woke you up

[fehus]

it was for a good reason. but also i would have been up in a couple hours? so

[h2no]

ah the wonders of a normal sleeping pattern
what've you got on today?

[fehus]

getting spooned and sleeping late bye archie

[h2no]

YOU GO AND GET IT MAGNUS CHASE