well no but the only reason i didnt continue doing what i was doing when i first arrived was becuase i figured 1. it was stupid as fuck and 2. i owe it to people to do the right thing when i have the clarity to know it actually IS the right thing and not just what i THINK is the right thing
i'll be that when i can repay what i owe i really thought what i was doing would help... now that i have the clarity to know that what i'm doing is ACTUALLY the right thing, i'm trying to take advantage of it in case something happens with the porter or just with me and i loose it again
the apocalypse thing wasn't the only big mistake i've made i don't know it's been over half a year and i'm still trying to figure out where i need to start
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the only reason i didnt continue doing what i was doing when i first arrived was becuase i figured 1. it was stupid as fuck and 2. i owe it to people to do the right thing when i have the clarity to know it actually IS the right thing and not just what i THINK is the right thing
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[he still doesn't really... get that there's more to his life post almost-world-ending.]
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i'm not a person[hmm no too early for that shit]
i'll be that when i can repay what i owe
i really thought what i was doing would help... now that i have the clarity to know that what i'm doing is ACTUALLY the right thing, i'm trying to take advantage of it
in case something happens with the porter or just with me
and i loose it again
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i don't know
it's been over half a year and i'm still trying to figure out where i need to start
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sorry again i woke you up
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what've you got on today?
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