Yeah, it was just about how that went... Or didn't go. It's not that I want to keep it quiet or anything but at the same time, like - no need to tell everyone, right? At least not 'til it's sorted out?
[Another hands in face moment.] I sound like you. The tables have turned.
Who am I gonna tell? Some tree stumps? A nosy woodpecker? Don't worry about it, dude. But also, um, don't let not telling people be an excuse to not figure stuff out, because then you don't have to explain it.
[a pause, because it seems like Peter sort of -- didn't? respond to an implied question]
I don't mean you - I know you wouldn't, it's just... I haven't even talked to my sister, or my dad and in the latter case I don't even feel like it's something to mention to him. Is that weird? It's not like it's a secret but what am I gonna do, be like - so dad, what's up? I made out with Jean!
[Groan.] Do I have to? Tell her? Can't that just - isn't that a lot? Isn't that big? It seems like a big step. Don't think we're there.
Why would you tell your dad? [literally who needs dads?] You could talk to your sister, but no offense, she seems like sort of a mess too.
[as for the second question]
...Do what you think is best, I guess. You know better how you guys feel. [...] But, I guess I'm confused, since you already love her? Like a family, which is like, a big deal. Isn't this just adding something more to an existing, thing? Like another scoop on an ice cream cone you were literally already eating.
Yeah, all things considered - family doesn't need to know shit right now. [Little does he know that while he gossips to his friends, Jean's chatting with Wanda all the same.]
I - Ah. [Why is he always hearing from other people explanations about how he feels that make sense? Why is it through Odin's stupid 20 questions and Magnus's logic that Peter's only beginning to realize these things? I guess I'm confused, since you already love her? Shit. It's not wrong but like...]
I don't want to freak her out. Complimenting her didn't exactly go great and, ah. I don't know. I don't know? I figure she already knows how I felt about her before. Is it super important to bring it up again? [Too many scoops of icecream and that shit is gonna fall sideways, fast.]
You don't need to answer it since you only just found out who Barnes is by me blurting it out - thanks for not pointing that out by the way - but it's just kinda like. In retrospect, I'm wondering how stupid I've acted around her in an obvious but not self-aware how obvious it was kinda way.
Or if like, now, I'll just look like a dumb puppy or something. Call me out on it if I do.
I think it's dumb to be too cool for feelings. I think it's nice, when you can tell someone likes you. If it's as friends or family or something romantic.
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[Another hands in face moment.] I sound like you. The tables have turned.
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Who am I gonna tell? Some tree stumps? A nosy woodpecker? Don't worry about it, dude. But also, um, don't let not telling people be an excuse to not figure stuff out, because then you don't have to explain it.
[a pause, because it seems like Peter sort of -- didn't? respond to an implied question]
-- Are you gonna tell her you love her?
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[Groan.] Do I have to? Tell her? Can't that just - isn't that a lot? Isn't that big? It seems like a big step. Don't think we're there.
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[as for the second question]
...Do what you think is best, I guess. You know better how you guys feel. [...] But, I guess I'm confused, since you already love her? Like a family, which is like, a big deal. Isn't this just adding something more to an existing, thing? Like another scoop on an ice cream cone you were literally already eating.
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I - Ah. [Why is he always hearing from other people explanations about how he feels that make sense? Why is it through Odin's stupid 20 questions and Magnus's logic that Peter's only beginning to realize these things? I guess I'm confused, since you already love her? Shit. It's not wrong but like...]
I don't want to freak her out. Complimenting her didn't exactly go great and, ah. I don't know. I don't know? I figure she already knows how I felt about her before. Is it super important to bring it up again? [Too many scoops of icecream and that shit is gonna fall sideways, fast.]
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[...]
You could say you like-like her. But also, you're like thirty?
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[No promises the "like-you like you" thing isn't how it'll go down but y'know, whatever.]
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Or if like, now, I'll just look like a dumb puppy or something. Call me out on it if I do.
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I mean, all of that was embarrassing, but I'm not sure which part was the question?
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I think it's dumb to be too cool for feelings. I think it's nice, when you can tell someone likes you. If it's as friends or family or something romantic.
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-- I'm really happy for you. You should be, too, alright?
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I am. More than I've been in a while.
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Good luck, dude.